Road to WombWellness

[Brenda]

At the start of 2008 I declared that this was the year I'd learn to TREAT MY BODY AS A TEMPLE. As a first step in that direction I left a relationship that brought me lots of pain, chaos and stress. I let go, and turned to my Higher Power. I still have love for this person but I have decided to place him in God's care and focus on my own healing because it truly does take two to tango. Second step, I went to all the various doctors and got various results. They were all clean bills of health until I got my gyn results: a fibroid, cysts, and low grade cell abnormality. I was stunned, and scared. I cried a lot and felt powerless. I turned to prayer again. Now is the third step, which is learning how to heal myself. I meditate and pray first thing in the morning, and I've cut out certain toxic foods from my diet. I joined this social network and I intend to head to Atlanta for the womb wellness conference. In addition I have been practicing yoga for almost a year and a half and I intend to take a teacher training course. I've also been listening to Eshe's teleconference recordings, and each one gives me tools, food for thought & most importantly hope. I keep hearing that it's important to consume greens of all kinds, and to eat fruits and organic food and to eat locally grown food. that's where I've been stumped. I am single and sometimes I feel unmotivated to cook just for myself, and also it's a whole new way of cooking. So anyone who has ideas or a simple, delicious recipe to share please do. Oh two days ago as part of treating my body as a temple, I treated myself to a one hour therapeutic massage., and then received a 1/2 hour ionic foot bath. Very luxurious and though feelings of guilt surfaced about the money I told myself I AM WORTH IT! Finall.y I have started a journal specifically devoted to my womb's recovery. I write down test dates, and results, my goals, loving things I do for my body, etc. My womb feels loved. She is slowly regaining trust in me.

[Eshe Riviears]

Brenda,
You are so right...keep following this path, your journey is clear.

Herbal Love,
Eshe

[Brenda]

Thank you Eshe for your words. I look forward to meeting you. I know in my heart that the connection with you will happen in Atlanta. Really it already has happened, and I can't wait to join the call tonight. I am grateful to be a new student of your herbal teachings. Peace. Brenda (PS. I hope to find a new living space soon here in South Florida and have the outdoor space to grow a simple herbal garden)

[Eshe Riviears]

Oh...Brenda,
Such a beautiful page that you've created here...and such beautiful words and works that you are doing for yourself.

You DO DESERVE IT!

We go this road, but once on our journey, that we know of, and when you look back, you won't remember what the strife was about exactly, you won't even believe it was that serious, but you will remember the joy.
Continue to give yourself Joy...it is what we are meant to express in this Life!Joy & Laughter are healers also. It is a part of love. And you now are a part of a circle of healing and love and we want the best for you too...
Continue to look for the best things that you can give to yourself and allow yourself to "open up your havingness" and accept the blessings that are offered by this plane of existence. The opportunities that are in your home, your neighborhood, your community, your family, new friends, yoga partners, and seek and find the good in everything. Its' always there, waiting for us to notice it...It can make us happy at the drop of a hat, we just need to be ready and willing.
I'm proud of you, Brenda. You Go, Girl....!

Herbal Love,
Eshe